A Thousand Years

Iya, ini blog emang sepi pengunjung. Tapi Alhamdulillah, gue jadi bisa curhat disini berhubung di Facebook, Twitter, n BBM agak kurang aman. Hha.

Gue agak sedih, atau terlalu sedih, atau gak sedih. Entahlah. Gue sebenarnya ada rencana malam ini buat acara masak-memasak menghabiskan sisa daging kurban yang mungkin hampir basi di rumah Eka. Mungkin juga saat-saat terakhir gue di Banjarbaru. Hmm, gue ngajak si kacamata kemarin.

N baru aja dia balas kalau dia gak bisa ikut. Ini yang bikin gue jadi semacam galau, atau sedih. Gue juga bingung. Sementara gue gak bisa memaksa, ya iyalah. Gue siapa?

Mungkin yang ada di pikiran gue benar, ini bukan masalah waktu, bukan masalah tempat, tapi masalah hati. Semakin gue sering dekat dengan dia, dia takut semakin jatuh ke gue. Sementara gue yang udah jatuh dari dulu ke dia harus pergi dari kota ini sebentar lagi.

Padahal tadi pagi gue udah senang. Gue lihat dia menulis sebuah lirik lagu di Facebook-nya. Ternyata itu lagu baru dari Christina Perri, Original Soundtrack Breaking Dawn Part 1 yang berjudul A Thousand Years.

Liriknya bikin gue mesem-mesem sendiri, entahlah mungkin gue yang kegeeran. Kalau misalnya isi lagunya bukan buat gue? Ya, gue sedih mungkin. Bukan, bukan mungkin. Gue sedih banget. Hha. Dasar cowok yang mudah diberi harapan.

Ini dia liriknya:

"A Thousand Years"

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
Watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
Standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more